Sunday, May 25, 2014

Emo

  1. Just meet with a bitter truth on the very first day of 2014.With more than 300 contacts in phone-book my phone rang only 1,2,3 and 4 times on the eve of new year.One from #home (mandatory because they have no option left as i am their eldest child), Bhaiya (i deserve and even damn sure about this one), Sanjeev Kumar Sharma(unwanted man) and the last one from Ram Kumar Raghunayak( oh! god, you made miracle happen sometimes). What my senses say about scarcity of phone calls : 1. Hike in call rates and Inc policies too , 2.Busy day schedule, 3.Don't want to interrupt my night naps and leave me for a day in isolation state and last and most rated ,Whether i had screwed enough peoples in past so that they don't want to ruin their day by having a chat with me. Thanks you all from the core to help me in my new year resolution of being MEAN AND NUMB. No consolation needed as I did it on my own by citing that " this is not a new year day as per a Hindu perspective and I might be flooded with wishes on Gudhi Padwa first day of Nav Varsh in a Hindu calendar. — feeling special.
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  2. When it is about relationship,I was the privliged one,always surrounded in and between the beloved pals and family.But 2k13 has crashed my belief of being elite ,taking away those who,s importance in my life should never be compensated by any other person.
    "Beggers cann't be chossy" what i heard all the time but they even deserves basic almighty god and i am a nobody wishing well being of every single one but sorry dear's, I stopped hoping because it further leads to nadir.

    2k14 resolution is to make myself "mean , Numb , workholic and a better judge to select good people from evil and best from good" at greatest extent possible .
     — feeling determined.

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